Head Underwater .:Vent:.

* (I'm pretty proud of this but yes as you can see this is a vent too.) *


Basically, I feel like I was used and now after someone left dA that was a wonderful friend, they said everyone including me was horrible. I feel like I'm drowning, and I actually want to drown. But right now I see some people on here taking an advantage of my kindness I try to give out. Yeah life isn't fair, there isn't enough time in this world too. Every day seems to just be another minute and I just can't have a time to relax, and then I drown from the stress but I come back too. School is stressful and my 1st period teacher makes my 0 period and advisory feel like it never happened. Then I see that I do have bullies and no matter how tall or short they are, they get to me. My head still hurts from her slamming my head onto her locker, I can't even cry for help, it wouldn't be any use. I mean I'm starting to feel dead, lifeless because of this torturing, I feel like my anger is about to explode, but I stay this wannabe girl in the corner. IRL and sometimes Online make me feel bad, too much people are using me again, it instead makes me wanna rage...



Yeah... ;-; 
Lately it's been this way